![]() You might laugh reading that, at how hypocritical it sounds. It was only once I started college that I realized this was no longer an obstacle.Īnother reason is that I was afraid of causing harm to too many people. I only got my driver’s license a couple years ago, and even then, the preparations would take too much time, definitely stirring suspicion. First of all, for most of my life it was logistically impossible for me to do it without getting caught. It’s always just fascinated me that if I put my mind to it, I can approach anyone, and in five minutes they would be completely gone from this Earth.īut I’ve never done so for a couple of reasons. Not killing anyone in particular, just a random person. But I’ve been curious about what it’s like to kill someone ever since I was a child. ![]() Do you ever get that? I wouldn’t know how others feel, because it’s not something I ever talked about. What I’m talking about is wanting to kill someone for no specific reason, maybe just to see what it’s like. Those people kill because in that brief moment, they want a specific someone, for a specific reason, to be hurt or killed. ![]() But the thing is that those people kill under provocation, whether by a singular outburst or by a slow-burning series of misfortunes. It’s true that most murder cases are in a domestic setting where someone loses control of their anger or something. But, it’s very apparent that I don’t fall into either of those categories. I’m giving you this background because there’s this strange misconception that if you want to kill someone then you’re either sick in the head or you have anger management issues. Now, I’m studying for a career in occupational therapy, because I feel the field is undervalued and provides tremendous help to people. I did track in middle school and some of high school, and I’ve had two boyfriends. I grew up in an upper-middle class school district with decent teachers. I’m a first-year college girl and have led, by most standards, a pretty unspectacular life up to this point. First, I’ll tell you a little bit about myself. I’m sorry if my story is a bit disorganized, but I’d like to get it down while it’s still fresh on my mind. Writing this, I’m wondering if that makes you feel fascinated or violated. To you, my entire life is within this note, and so I will live for as long as your memory can carry me. I’m fascinated that either one of us could die - even as soon as tomorrow - with the other being completely clueless to the fact. Someone I will never meet, sharing such a personal bond with me. I didn’t really plan on sharing this with anybody, but for some reason I think it’s exciting that somebody out there, a complete stranger, will come across this note and read my story. If you found this note in a small wooden box with a heart on it, then *congratulations!* You are probably the first person to read this. I write a small Ruby script to decode it require 'base64' out = '' open('yuri.chr') do |file| out = code64 _s end puts out Well, obviously it’s a Base64 encoded file.
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